Monday, 3 October 2011

Colours of Pujo

1.
A new billboard advertisement on Eastern Metropolitan Bypass, on the way to Kolkata IT sector says: ‘It is lovely at the top’.
This, under a skyline penthouse picture where a formally dressed important looking young father in mid twenties holds his baby precariously. The mother, an even younger pretty thing stands by with an expression that reflects the natural triumph of having achieved everything in life by 23. With a vague but happy smile, all gaze away at the sky which is all that can be seen from their level.
I chuckle when I pass this spot every morning. I bet my little finger that someone has bought one of those penthouses as a Pujo present to his wife and child – and the entire family are now frantically trying to look as “picturesque” as that picture as practicable. People decidedly have more money and desire to spend than is needed for and satiated by just Notun Jama Juto. Pujo gifts are therefore graduating to real estates and cars and investment gold for a certain section of Kolkata elite, especially the emerging affluents.

2.
At every Durga Pujo, some of the self-proclaimed “culturally sensitive” TV channels in Kolkata broadcast a documentary on a special visit to a good looking old age home in the city. It is typically the same old age home every year, and it is typically the same kind of background score of old melodies and the same montage of clueless faces unsure of which emotion to bring out to the camera. Same or similar unknown but familiar wrinkled faces singing a Rabindrasangeet listlessly just because they were asked to do so. Neither do they want to, nor do they think it makes any sense. And at a pathetically predictable camera angle, the documentary director repeatedly zooms in and out on a forlorn face at a window. It is nauseating – this insufferable drama of commercialization of just about anything.

3.
My grandmother is 90, and her body is giving away slowly. As mine will in a few year’s time. I often imagine her breath hindering at nights when she is trying to sleep alone. The darkness must be scaring her so much and looking like death. The whole Kolkata outside with the dazzling lights and deafening sounds and spectacle of all the people and the carnivals of Pujo and smells of perfume and food – in the backdrop of her failing body which has trouble finishing up even a simple breath, must be hurting her so much. Like it will hurt mine one day soon.
I was not sure what gift I should buy for her this Pujo. Finally I bought an inexpensive saree which would be comfortable to wear as I did not want to convey that I got her something special as I was unsure if I will be able to get something next year.

4.

Pujo is 2 kids,
3.5 and 4.5,
one with an elephant and the other with a horse,
sitting still with difficulty for quarter of a second for a picture to be taken.

And Maa Durga and others looking on.














Wednesday, 23 April 2008

I have always longed for adventures...



"It could be so exciting
To be out in the world, to be free
My heart should be wildly rejoicing

Oh…what’s the matter with me…
"


While I was in the bus this morning, I wondered what happened to this song. Years after Maria married the Captain, did she sing it? Does she still sing it?

Can she recall all the words?

I reckon she does…as I do.


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Tuesday, 18 March 2008

This hue. And that.


An evening,
when loneliness was not its usual grey
the night turned deep. and decidedly violet
the sky through the window was an opaque black
the words all rainy-white
the pictures a distant sea-blue
and some silences,
sinful crimson.

That evening,
the yellows of my sunflowers and my long-misplaced self
stargazed through the rainbow bubbles

They touched me
before they burst.

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Monday, 8 October 2007

Boundless

If I were a dot, would I be restlessly looking for another to form a line? Would I feel dimensionless on my own?

If I were a line, would I then look for another to create a safe angle? Would I feel contextless alone?

If I were any angle, would I still look for another one to make an enclosed shape with no fear of losing way?



If some day, I closed my eyes and started to believe that I can fly, alone; and enjoy it too - will I still not be able to do it?


~

Saturday, 6 October 2007

"Tuli" ~ a painting quill...











...


I lost a name

on my way to somewhere.
In another time and reality,
there were jinglings of a name
within my being.

A name -
Sweet-smelling;
Tuneful;
Reverberant;
Fading.

So many songs, summons, shouts, squalls
held the name once.
So many faces, voices, smiles, moments
brought the name once.


Faces dissolved one by one.
Moments withered.
Voices were lost...

in time.

I lost a name

And my tender shadows and silhouettes
in this savage virtuality 
that they call Time.

~

Thursday, 16 August 2007

Tagging Bandwagon. And why not? :o)


If I were...


If I were a beginning, I would be: birth.

If I were a month, I would be: a december of childhood.

If I were a day of the week, I would be: friday.

If I were a time of day, I would be: the quiet of midnight.

If I were a planet, I would be: earth.

If I were a season, I would be: winter.

If I were a sea animal, I would be: Flounder.

If I were a direction, I would be: confusing.

If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: a snug bed.

If I were a sin, I would be: satiating

If I were a liquid, I would be: something effervescent.

If I were a fraud/scare, I would be: indecision.

If I were a gem, I would be: sad sapphires in the eyes of Happy Prince.

If I were a tree, I would be: a conifer in a distant mountain.

If I were a tool, I would be: a pen.

If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Edelweiss.

If I were a kind of weather, I would be: the first shower.

If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a mandolin.

If I were an animal, I would be: Hobbes. Or Garfield.

If I were an emotion, I would be: passion undiluted.

If I were a vegetable, I would be: potato.

If I were a sound, I would be: that of silence.

If I were an element, I would be: a drop of mercury.

If I were a car, I would be: our first navy Ambassador.

If I were a song, I would be: Dure kothaay duure dure...

If I were a food, I would be: Maggi, after school, before the dance class.

If I were a place, I would be: Home.

If I were a material, I would be: muslin.

If I were a taste, I would be: delectable.

If I were a scent, I would be: that of my baby.

If I were a religion, I would be: compassion.

If I were a sentence, I would be: "It would seem as if I were dead, but that will not be true."

If I were a body part, I would be: the mind.

If I were a facial expression, I would be: listless.

If I were a subject in college, I would be: a language.

If I were a shape, I would be: a rhombus.

If I were a quantity, I would be: nine.

If I were a colour, I would be: yellow.

If I were a thing, I would be: an old diary.

If I were a landmass, I would be: a scalable hillock.

If I were a book, I would be: The Little Prince.

If I were a monument, I would be: An Ego.

If I were an artist, I would be: Paul Gauguin.

If I were a collection of poems, I would be: Sanchayita.

If I were a landscape, I would be: a meadow among hills.

If I were a watch, I would be: my first round-dial brown-leather-band HMT.

If I were God, I would be: more tangible.

If I were a vowel, I would be: I.

If I were a consonant, I would be: Y.

If I were a formula, I would be: E is equal to MC squared.

If I were a Science, I would be: physics.

If I were a theory, I would be: irrefutable.

If I were a famous person, I would be: Rabindranath Thakur.

If I were an electronic equipment, I would be: Pupu's quack-quack yellow ducky.

If I were sport, I would be: a long run.

If I were a movie, I would be: Life is Beautiful. Or Roman Holiday.

If I were a cartoon, I would be: Calvin & Hobbes.

If I were an explorer, I would be: in midst of mountains and valleys - green and yellow.

If I were a scientist, I would be: Professor Shonku.

If I were a relation, I would be: nameless.

If I were a river, I would be: a brook.

If I were intoxication, I would be: words.

If I were alone, I would be: contemplative; introspecting; complete; lonely.

If I were a question, then I would be: Why?

If I were a hobby, I would be: sunday afternoon storybook sessions.

If I were a habit, I would be: success.

If I were in an atom, I would be: polyvalent. and seasonally, inert.

If I were an end, I would be: graceful.


If I were you, I would be: different, and also the same.
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